後二週間だけ

two more weeks...

have to start saying good-bye's to the flowers and trees at the Green Area
to the Lawson's convenience store i pass by everyday,
Family Mart where i reload my IDD card,
ヤマザト＆サノヤ where i do my grocery shopping,
subway station master,
security guard,
librarian,
teachers,
computer lab assistants...
my tatami mat, futon, study desk, laundry basket...
goodbye nagoya, sakae, kamimaezu, meieki, atsuta,
mizuho-ku, showa-ku, gokiso, yamazato, yagoto nisseki...

the hardest part is when it comes to your friends...
日本,台湾, america, the netherlands, belgium, thai, korea, indonesia,
poland, india, france, china, hong kong, ghana, nigeria, brazil, argentina...
friends whom you've shared 9months together...
comradeship... some of them, you might never have the chance to see 'em again...

ironic huh? you wanna go home, but you dont wanna go home...
loosing my marbles... one by one...
well, life is all about gains and loses huh?
you gain something, but you have to let go of some other things...
why cant we just have everthing we want when we want them and just the way we want them to be...

the sze hwei right now...
is different...
different from the sze hwei you thought you once knew...
so how have i changed?
i dont know... but i've changed somehow...
being exposed to a completely different culture, different set of values and norms...
you just change...

this might just be my last blog in japan coz i would be on study leave starting tomorrow...
finals on 16th monday
expo on 17th tuesday
yeun arriving on 18th, staying till the 25th may...
universal studio japan, osaka on the 19th
farewell party on 20th
graduation ceremony on 21st
tokyo 22nd-23rd
dinner with the yamada's 23rd
etc...

i might just drop by and blog a lil... i'll try...
juust in case if i dont, さようなら！
さようなら　日本！
忘れられないように...
また来るね！
いつか...
いつか...